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Brazil's defeat was so severe it f****d up my computer. MY NEW. COMPUTER.
Yes. I'm still paying for it, and paying it all by myself this month due to some house problems, and then I find out the system is corrupted and it won't start.
Ha.
Just in the middle of the most commented sportive event EVER!
Just when my two cartoons about it could have hit TONS of sharings on Facebook, maybe even starting a meme.
Just when my Illustrator projects were going so well.
Just when my work in a rising publicity agency is starting and I should have been doing my part...
...
I can't describe my feelings right now.
"Conceal. Don't feel.
Don't complain.
Put on a happy face.
No one will help you anyway".
Yes. I'm still paying for it, and paying it all by myself this month due to some house problems, and then I find out the system is corrupted and it won't start.
Ha.
Just in the middle of the most commented sportive event EVER!
Just when my two cartoons about it could have hit TONS of sharings on Facebook, maybe even starting a meme.
Just when my Illustrator projects were going so well.
Just when my work in a rising publicity agency is starting and I should have been doing my part...
...
I can't describe my feelings right now.
"Conceal. Don't feel.
Don't complain.
Put on a happy face.
No one will help you anyway".
Real life is shit. A rant
Back in 18 January, Mom had her stomach checked and discovered that her liver has a little fat and she has stones in her bladder. It's bad enough, but the worst part is that she ALREADY KNEW she had these stones for many years, and she stopped having surgery to remove them when they were still small because a doctor said "Oh, ma'am, don't worry, they are still small, so no problem, you can just leave it there" (of course, the idea that the stones could grow apparently was alien to this "doctor"), and today, and she said that the doctor who examined her said that she should have removed these stones at the first opportunity. How come she didn't get a second opinion?! She told me that the danger of stones is that they can obstruct the gallbladder and cause death if she doesn't get an emergency operation, and KNOWING this, she left the stones there, slowly growing, even though at the time she discovered this, it was long gone. 2017 or at least before she tried to kill herself for the
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to you and your family! 2023 was a regular to not too good a year to me. I feel I sank too much in my comfort zone due to a further decline in my depression, making a lot of art that deviated that was my cash cow (fighting, hot women and the likes) in the name of doing things that gave me pleasure so I could face each day without growing a distate for the things that used to gave me so much joy because now keeping a steady art flow that people want to see and pay for became a question of survival. We are not starving (yet) but I would like to contribute more to make me fee less useless and a burden to my mother, who despite having so many issues of her own, is the light of my life and my connection to this Earth. When you're surrounded by negativeness, you have few options. The one I use is to count my blessings, and I don't speak in a necessarily religious sense. I'm thankful that my mental state is not as serious as that I'm a menace to myself or people around me
What do you want to see?
What the title says. I'm in a point in which I see almost no point in drawing for myself, but one friend told me the secret to have commissions coming your way is to show you're alive and drawing, so, I want those who still are around to tell me what they want. Tell me and I'll draw it, I can still do it. I need to pay for bills and medicine, I have no formal job. If you wonder if I'm open for commissions, until I say otherwise, I'll always open for business. So, tell me what you want to see, what you like from me.
TEN COMMISSION SLOTS OPEN
Since my computer is failing and I continue in dire need of money, I'm following a friends advice and opening ten commission slots. Technically commissions were always open, but I guess one needs to make an annoucement. So, until the computer gives in completly, I'll try to make ten commissions to raise some money to live and start doing boxing and fight art again. Let's see if it this Sword of Damocles over my head can provide me with the resolve to overcome depression and complete the work. So, that's it. Ten slots are open. OPTIONS: Pencil rough sketch Full body, one character: $10 Flat colors: Full body (no background or flat background) one character: $ 25 Additional character: $10 Shaded colors: Full body (no background or flat background) one character: $35 Additional character: $20 - All prices may increase depending on the complexity of the order. - Send your order via NOTE. My Hotmail is being a b**** to me and I'll change it for my current Gmail soon, but nonenthless
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Dang, how that happen?